I caught the second snow in London eventually, but the sacrifice I had to make was the terribly headache which did torture me. That ruined my mood and I missed the valuable time with my friends.  God is always good. HE knows what I need before i ask for anything.  What i need most in not rest, but some quality time with HIM.  Unable to do anything at night, I listened to a lot of hymns instead.  God talked to me when I did my devotion. He led  me to 1 King. HE fed prophet Elijah with bread and water and gave him power to carry on his mission. "Get up and eat, for the journey is too much for you".  Our life journey is by no mean easy, but the Lord will provide us with all we need. That's so conformting. 

Then, I made a long prayer to God. Seldom do I have the chance to sit quietly and tell HIM my feeling, my thoughts and my confessions. More often, when I prayed, I ASKED him for a lot of thing instead.  I was being to demanding and greedy.  When I prayed, I felt the intimacy with GOD and the peace of mind, which is sth I lost for some time. That's awesone. 

Jesus not only heals my physical discomfort, HE heals the wounds which are hidden deep inside my soul.

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Bros and Siss, pls pray for me. My aplogies that I couldn't spell out what is now happening,  but, I am now in the stage of confusion. Pls pray for God's guidance and grace.  Your prayers count.

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Lastly, I am truly thankful for the ppl who treated me so well when I was sick.  Esp the ones who brought me food in the middle of the freezing night =D. Their kindness warms my heart